This innocence is Brilliant.

Tonight I lay in bed and wonder about my mistakes. I am nothing now and it's been so long since I've heard the sound of my only hope. Now I know what it would be without you. This heart beats for only you. My heart is yours please don't go away. I need you now. I found a place so safe not a single tear , it's innocence is brilliant. And I will hold on to it , I love you.

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I'm so upset.
Junior year is a killer and I don't think I can make it.
I think it's too much for me , I mean I study for hours until I believe I understand it , and in the end I fail anyway , so why even try ? eh , I have no idea what to do right now , . Maybe I'm still stressing myself out too much, so I quit my job...to see if maybe that was the problem , we'll see if that's it. :(.